Verse 1

I can’t keep blaming demons
For the suffering that I’m in
Just because I cannot seem to bear
The weight of my own sin

Verse 2

Holiness and beauty rest upon
A bed of broken bones
For the path of least resistance
Never led me to your throne

Chorus

I don’t believe
Your cross was meant for me
To be a crutch
You who paid it all in blood
Will not administer my drugs
Oh the path for me You paved
It is narrow it is straight
If Your grace is like an ocean
May I walk atop its waves

Verse 3

Would You burn away
The dead wood
Let what’s left of me be true
May whatever is left standing
Set me on the road to You

Verse 4

It’s a prayer I might regret
In times I’m wrestled to my knees
Lock the door to my humanity
And swallow up the key

Chorus

I don’t believe
Your cross was meant for me
To be a crutch
You who paid it all in blood
Will not administer my drugs
Oh the path for me You paved
It is narrow it is straight
If Your grace is like an ocean
May I walk atop its waves

Bridge 1

You didn’t die for us in love
For us to live half drunk and numb
Up to our necks in blood and lust
At least our God won’t send a flood
Heard the call of Holy Ghost
Called it shame and made a toast
To all our freedom culture hosts
We belly laughed and took a few more steps
To hell and turned our back
Oh I’m just asking
What else is here for me to do
But to try and live a life like You