Verse 1

It’s been a while since we talked
I walked and walked and I got lost
And once again
I ended up back here
You say to come just as I am
But do You mean
Those things You said
I’ve got so many questions
And so much fear

Pre Chorus

Do You even notice me
As my brain’s on fire
And I’m losing sleep
You say You’re here
But God that’s hard to believe

Chorus

Can I just be real for a minute
The trust in You
Gets lost in my feelings
This war inside is flesh and spirit
And it feels like flesh
Is gonna win it
But You’re the One
I put my faith in
The proof is that
I’m still here praying
I know You care what
My heart’s really saying
So God let’s have an honest conversation

Verse 2

I’m laying all of my cards down
Nothing left to hide not now
What’s the point
If I can’t tell the truth
You say You’re here inside my heart
Then why God do You feel so far
When all I want is
To feel so close to You

Chorus

Can I just be real for a minute
The trust in You
Gets lost in my feelings
The war inside is flesh and spirit
And it feels like flesh
Is gonna win it
But You’re the One
I put my faith in
The proof is that
I’m still here praying
I know You care what
My heart’s really saying
So God let’s have an honest conversation

Refrain

An honest conversation

Bridge 1

If You love me
Then why do I hate myself
If you want me
Then why do I want
To be someone else

Bridge 2

If You know me
Then why do I feel so alone
If there’s answers
Then God won’t You tell me so

Chorus

Can I just be real for a minute
The trust in You
Gets lost in my feelings
This war inside is flesh and spirit
And it feels like flesh
Is gonna win it
But You’re the One
I put my faith in
The proof is that
I’m still here praying
I know You care what
My heart’s really saying
So God let’s have an honest conversation

Refrain

An honest conversation